-Getting over my boyfriend and seeing the positive.
-Stopping to try reaching 2 friends of mine who didn’t see me as a part of their lives anymore.
-Becoming great friends with someone I know online.
-Not feeling sad about not passing my exams.
-Sell a lot of crap on internet.
-Backpacking.
-Hitchhiking.
-Couchsurfing.
-Skipping so much useless classes.
-And sleeping instead while I was at it. (Instead of dying of lack of sleep.)
-Stopping to push myself to go to drawing class I actually (for once in my life) didn’t like.
-Doing psychedelic shrooms.
-Doing XTC.
-Going to all the motherfucking parties I’ve went to.
-Always running while I was drunk.
-Getting out of the parties when I wasn’t into them anymore.
-Being honest with people when I thought we shouldn’t be friends anymore.
-Stop ignoring someone. 
-Letting a couchsurfer stay here.
-Going to all the motherfucking concerts I’ve been to.
-Opening up so I could meet new people.
-Making my best friend walk away from her home and let her live at mine for 2 months.
-Telling my best friend honestly I needed more privacy.
-Accepting that she prefered to live with her boyfriend.
-Crying over a movie that was real to me.
-Making a light table for animation.
-Finding out what I really love to draw.
-Making an amazing painting that’s still not finished.
-Getting another job.
-Not being mad at my mother for too long.
-Opening up to people at my job and actually making friends.
-Being honest to my boss I couldn’t work so much anymore because it stressed me out.
-Believing in myself. (And not killing myself.)
-Actually going to one class with 100% attendency, just because I like how that teacher teaches.
-Watching so fucking many anime.
-Watching so fucking many movies.
-Making a Tumblr account.
-Buying Lolita dresses.
-Reading books.
-Reading a whole lot of manga.
-Having an amazing imagination of people I do not know.
-Having an amazing imagination overall.
-Doing the best I can and still accepting the little.
-Preparing for my own party.
-Having a party.
-Starting to sometimes masturbate.
-Letting an old friend back into my life just because he tries to.
-All the mistakes I made. (I learned from them, y’all.)

Besides my own (long awaited) bucket list, I’m gonna put a list up with choices I made this year which were good.

Some girl at my work who I’m kind of becoming friends with. (I really like her perspective on life.) Just randomly asked me if I have Tumblr, so I responded with an: ”Uuh yea.. and you?”
She said: ”Yea you seem like you have one, I have one too but with like 3 followers.”
I immidiatly laughed. ”I’m not populair either.” 

I always have this imagination of a person I’d like to become.
But what if I’m already being like that imagination but I just don’t realise it?

Because we all know, being happy is fucking overrated. 

I have a new phone and when I an alarm on it, it says how many hours until it alarms.
That thing terrifies me of my lack of sleep, every day.

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