Finished the last Nodame Cantabile season today T_T
I finished the entire show this week again and halleluja I loved it so much. Was a long time ago that I had watched it so yea… >.>
The thing that makes Nodame Cantabile so special to me is that it has a lot of realistic aspects to it.
Besides all the great humour that it has which already seems real. (You can see by these jokes that these people attach to each other not only through their music. ) But besides that you see each of them struggle with keeping up with music and creativity in that matter. You also see no one really knows how to react at those feelings of their own or others. (Especially with Nodame, ‘cause no one really knows how to deal with her when she has problems.)
In the end you see how they have a hard time facing the music and I think they made a great mark with that which made my heart feel with every character even though they are so silly.
Even though I don’t make music but draw and paint I could still connect with the feeling of facing art.
And for that I thank Nodame Cantabile. You were great!
Soo last saturday I took psychedelic shrooms again. This time I ate them together with two guy friends (same as last time) but also with a girl friend. The last entire week I had been feeling really sad and kind of mad at my bestest friends. I won’t explain why, because it’s kinda personal and stupid but I was kinda scared that that could turn out bad for me if I ate the mushrooms with them. But when I woke up saturday I was totally fine with the idea so I just went with it.
This time we didn’t want to eat them outside so we planned ahead at my friend’s house, when his mother would not be there. We went to the supermarket beforehand and bought like way too much too drink and snack. When we got at his house and finally started to eat the shrooms and we all slowly started to feel something, I really realised like: ”Wow we are really doing this again, WOO!”
We all started to just chill and lay down in the beginning. This time we had made a playlist with music we all liked and daaaamn that’s so much better than the last time, without music. But yea I saw his wardrobe wood like slowly sliding against each other as well as his floor. Later I found out that 2 of my friends saw that as well. xD I somehow saw movement in the air. This part is really hard to explain but these were white symmetric movements in the air. Somehow they were 3D. I could see the flesh inside my skin moving somehow. And I really began to look at my hand and I was thinking how damn beautifull my hand actually was. (It looked a bit different than normal but nothing too much.) And then my mind started to get shit on. It was pretty interesting. I started to think that a lot of people don’t see how beautifull they are, inside and out. And that that is really sad. I was also thinking that more people should be open about a lot of things, especially drugs. If they could only experience this, they would see way more beauty in life then they do now. And that’s what makes me thankfull to this way to open your mind and let your brain do his thing. I also started thinking like: ”Aww you really have been sad this week but know it’s really okay.” ”If you are sad again just think of me today and you’ll know that I really do love you.” I started to somehow hug myself and got a really warm feeling in my chest. It was really nice. And that’s really what makes me think this time was even better than the one before. When I finally walked I noticed how weird walking was but that it was kinda nice. Somehow the 2 guys and I ended up in my friend’s mother her room and I saw this picture that I really liked. I never would’ve thought that she would put something like that in her room as it was kinda hippy. xD Later I was suddenly chilling in the kitchen with a friend and as he was annoyed by how hot it was he just took ice out of the freezer and started to eat it and rub it all over his face. I wanted to eat it but after I noticed it was too tasteless for me I just threw it on the floor. Making jokes about how it wasn’t my house so I shouldn’t care. xD (Jup my friend later found out that the floor was all wet and cleaned it after I told him I did it. xD) Also there was some kind of firey smell and my friend was getting really worried. My other friend smelled it and came downstairs as he thought we were stupid enough to cook. But we found out that the people who live downstairs were BBQ-ing. XD Later I was eating these sausages and as I really thought they were nice I decided I wanted to offer them all to my friends. One of them was downstairs so I gave him one. Noone was as much in to them as me so in the end I ate almost all of them myself. They kind of melted, just like the other food. Which made my mind think that when I was touching things it was melting somehow. When I was sitting downstairs I said how soft the carpet looked and how I wanted to lay on it, my friend kinda was telling me that I should just do it so I was just laying on their carpet. Somehow I finally dared to say how I thought he really had beautifull eyes. I really do think that but it was kinda weird as it came out of nowhere. It was really funny because he has these hairy hobbit feet and he was saying: ”Well I may have hobbit feet BUT I do have beautifull eyes.” xD Later I found this kind of box that really looked like there was a cobra in it. My friend really agreed and I opened it. I really was dissapointed when I saw batteries in it. Later he went to the toilet and the girl came downstairs to pee. While he was in the toilet we were talking for a bit and she had been nomming on this bread for a while. (And she was actually the only one really ate that.. o.o) We were talking about the donuts we had and I was like ”Would you fancy eating a donut with me?” and later on we were eating the donuts. Later on the feeling slowly dissapeared.
This time that was really weird. Last time my friend was not feeling to well and me neither for a bit around the end of the trip so we both ate dextro (energy sugar tablets) and went to my house. Even tho I still saw some things when we were at my place, that was really the end of the trip for me. But this time there was not a real end so we were still kinda doing the same but not being spaced. That switch was really odd to make for me.
In the end we watched a movie and went to sleep. It was a really good feeling that I didn’t have to worry about ppl seeing us and that it wasn’t as cold as the time before. (‘Cause I really started to shake.) So I consider this as an even better experience. (: